Roses and champagne are the most romantic gifts but if they are not from him, they mean nothing to me.
It was all started on friday night that I asked him to hear my story about what i discussed with sayama sensei. We went to his home and had an otsukare drinks: tanduay rum, very very nice nihon-shu and of course beer. It was really fun to play truth and dare that night. He is really fun to be with.
We finally woke up very late and had late brunch (breakfast-lunch). The highlight of the brunch is tuna mentaiko which was so amazingly fit with sunny side up egg and beer. We then started to prepare the home party for my birthday but the cuddle and kisses delayed the start to late afternoon. We went to take what he ordered for my birthday which i had no clue what. I was completely amazed how he could manage such things. We went to winter delicious hokkaido exhibition. We bought a lot of seafood and drank four types of beers. I was a bit drunk. After doing groceries for our home party we headed home.
When preparing our dinner, I realized that he can cook very well and they were so delicious. He cooked Ahijo and shitake mayo. I only prepared maguro carpaccio. We finally finished about 10 or 11 pm and then started our party. It was really a warm party full of love which I could not imagine I would ever experienced. It was the kind of party that i dreamt of for so long.
At that night he gave me white roses and champagne... I did not know how can I process all these at once but, the happiness was like sunlight - warm and overwhelming. He planted a sun in my heart which protect me from sadness and cold. Nothing can describe how i felt. It was just perfect. It was just right.
We played black jack afterwards and slept after another bottle of nihonshu and started the morning with a lot of hesitation to get out of futon. Then we prepared another brunch after we dropped laundry at coin laundry. He prepared a birthday cake for me, from a very famous cakery and it is an ichigo cake. I do not know how to thank him for treating me so special. The first time in these years, i felt being loved sooo much.
Maybe I will never be able to return all the best feelings that he gave to me in my birthday, but i am hoping that i can be a person who can also give him reason smile everyday and comfort in difficult times. It was a perfect birthday, maybe not all people can experience. For me it was the best birthday ever in my life.
I wish he knows how i feel about him, although my feeling is vulnerable but i try my best to take care of it as much as i can. I wish this feeling stays the same in me forever. I will always have the sunlight in my heart. I❤️KY.
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